Thursday, May 08, 2008
why do i bother?
hello dear readers. gossip girl's sidekick here. i hear someone's very mad.at this point, the best thing to do is to not care. as they say the opposite of love is not hate but indifference. then again i'm so negative i just want to blurt it out - i hate you and with a passion. there i said it, this should make things easier for me.
thanks a lot for making me say sorry without really being prepared to say my piece. you are scheming. when you rattled on the list, i shouldn't have been surprised but i should have known from the very beginning you will throw back something at me. you might think i lost but i will take you down someday in my own version of evil.
thank you because for a while there you actually made me feel and look like i was afraid to lose but know this i don't need you. i don't like you to begin with.
thank you for making me cry, for making feel sorry for myself that i had to endure this when i know that i don't have to.
thank you for making me watch when love begins at such an ungodly hour only to be reminded of a place i want to forget.
you make me sick. you made me feel so bad i'm actually thinking of quitting but watch me. i will really take you down maybe not now but soon. hopefully really soon.
she's not one person to mess around with. you know you'll love this. xoxo
(12:34 AM) ♥ tal
