Saturday, April 19, 2008
move on, let go
i'm off to boracay tomorrow. i'm going there for work so i don't expect to have some alone time thinking about my life but generally leaving manila has this detaching effect. now i can think of moving on because it's for the best and of letting go because it's the right thing to do. it's never easy but i told myself when i get back i would have done that.perspective, i sometimes lose it but almost always something random and unexpected reminds me of who i am and what really matters. today i got text messages from my very good and dearly missed friend chawi, she told me that she's coming home in may from london AND that she's getting married! chawi's older but we were classmates in some psychology classes. her highlighted notes in class is the greatest contrast to my messed up scribbles in college. imagine we were both irregular students with crazy schedules but somehow we found ourselves here, now with a friendship that survived the distance. i'm very, very happy for her.
that was all i needed. it's really time to move on to better and even greater things and it's just but right to let go of a feeling, of a possibility. nothing's certain but i am now, more than ever.
(11:45 PM) ♥ tal
