Saturday, August 18, 2007
breaktime
it's a long break for F1 and for me. my life's been loosely tied to this sport, not that i'm a fanatic but it's one of the reasons why staying in on weekends is major (victoria beckham TM), hehe.there are two long weekends up ahead. i have decided to stay in for the first long weekend. no surprise there but let's wait and see where the second one will take me. everything's been a blur these past few days. i've been feeling sick, busy, crazy but not necessarily insane and yet i feel totally okay. i guess because there is really no apparent reason to be upset.
now while i have made a few attempts at fiction lately there is still nothing like the real world. the recent blur includes hazy snippets of tales that will put to shame the tv series that you watch religiously and you know why? we hate watching the same scenario come up again, we feel like the writers are getting lazy when that happens. in my case whoever writes my daily script has let me down, how can i get caught up in something over and over again. my favorite characters learn from their mistakes and redeem themselves but some people around me are a continuing disappointment. all i can do is be amused while trying not to succumb to the itch of having to put it simply b*tch about these things because it is a waste of time.
anyway this break is timely. i miss not having to be away from rockwell on weekends. i think i can see clearly in the days ahead, now if only i can start eating chocolates again. my royce is waiting, you see i'm just not in the mood to give another box away. hehe.
(5:54 PM) ♥ tal
