Friday, September 07, 2007
another goddamn arms race coming up...
i don't think i can keep my promise of resuming to happy thoughts because in a separate but similar incident another person failed to do his job. what's up with these people? i really thought i needed that stick never mind that it's not dunhill to get me through the initial moments but i survived the afternoon. deep breaths and a calm conversation kept me sane. by evening, i thought i'd give this a rest and take on my sullen state to a bashing session for a TVC that has been getting flak left and right. the husband of a dear friend had to call to let me know that their agency was not behind the ad and yes i had juicy details everyone will know soon but you guys have to wait. man, i'm glad i did not make that move sooner or else i would have been part of all of this. i thought it was an effective distraction but when "some drinks" became 4 beers (to think i am not even fond of beer), i knew this was bad. i spent the night at a friend's place. she was the one who suggested that we skip starbucks and go to gweilos instead so it is but a fitting tribute to spend a night of woes with her because she started it all, haha. i am in no mood to go home either because that won't make me feel any better. i am okay now, as i said i just get shaken but i don't allow something to hit me so hard i'd lose my senses, that's just OA. i just had to rant and hope that today will not be like yesterday.(10:28 AM) ♥ tal
