Wednesday, October 31, 2007
moving on
i still don't like certain people and things in my life but since i choose to not get rid of them i might as well take them in stride. i am holding on with the hope that maybe something good will come out of surviving people who continually disappoint me and of spending most hours of my day in a disenchanting space.i am okay. i have my friends. friends who've been there from the very beginning. friends who came in late in the game but who rallied me through my most important victories. friends who text me from out of the blue to check on me (thanks rich!) and who take the time to drop by to make sure that i am really fine (thanks janus!) because they read my blog and sense that something is quite not right. these little gestures remind me that long before all the craziness were the things and people that really matter.
actually i have always been okay. i have my family who is always looking forward to my coming home.
i think it's true when they say love is passion, admiration, and respect but that passion comes in many forms. i've always looked to time spent speeding in the track, engaging in sports or anything heart-wrenching or gut-clinching as passion. but passion can also be comfort, safety and security. it can also be trust, friendship and familiarity. so i am moving on with more of the subtle kind of passion in my heart.
(11:56 PM) ♥ tal
