Sunday, October 28, 2007
weekly top 5
e! has daily top ten. i have my weekly top 5.5 daddy's little girl - i got an email from my tatay, a walt disney quiz. he's a man of few words and though our relationship is not perfect he always finds a way to send his message across. yes tay, i am still your little girl (and don't worry i am going home very soon) but don't you wish for me to grow up?
4 sweets galore - i am a big kid with a really sweet tooth. thanks to my officemates for the special loot bags most especially to cands, marls and happiness for the first batch of goodies that i got. while i appreciate ahia's diabetes concern, please understand that i need sugar rush now more than ever.
3 winning streak - ateneo may have lost in the UAAP but kimi and ferrari are world champions. i am positive my boston red sox will win the world series. not bad at all.
2 little victories - best time at the track. a by-line for a story i actually had fun writing after quite a rough start. finally some me time.
1 dilbert moments - i know that i am not alone. two close friends just shared with me that the past two months had not been the best for them either. people assured me that i am fine and i know i am. however i will be honest now and say that i am not entirely okay. i did not like how i handled some things lately. it is so not me and while dilbert can shed some light to my current plight somehow it's not enough. it's just a piece of the pie so i am not so worried. my life after all is beyond this. but i will rant and go on to say that i think i've had enough, that i hope grown-ups realize that sometimes they don't have the right to mess up because it can be very disappointing. that you earn damn respect. i should have told you off but i am done trying so hard for now. in fact i think that is the problem i do my damn best in fact try so hard while some people won't even budge. they are either freakin' static or a goddamn vicious cycle.
it's the start of a new week and i promise myself it will be way better.
(12:04 AM) ♥ tal
