Friday, January 20, 2006
when both ends meet
yesterday i prepared for a short visit to the hospital and then afterwards have dinner with friends. i am particularly looking forward to the dinner because i haven't seen C in a while and she is an expert on choosing the right resto so i know for sure that it will be another pleasurable dinner. in short i was not prepared for anything that i witnessed last night. i just know that even if i'm distant to some degree (i figured since they are older, they can handle it more than i can), things will surely change. it is difficult to be in an awkward position where, aside from cancelled plans, you are confronted with a harsh reality that concerns a somehow shattered future. today i took the mrt from the middle to its end and on the way home from the start to its end. when both ends meet, it's home for me but i cannot simply leave behind what happened on both ends. at the end of the night i decided that it is best to be optimistic, to just keep the faith and know that things happen for a reason and that the future will be brighter for everyone.ps, i just realized i am becoming a serial careerist but who cares? hehe
pss, i'll miss you L (my partner in crime at click) see you when i get there right? =)
(3:16 PM) ♥ tal
