Thursday, January 31, 2008
strangely unfamiliar
i'd like to think i'm done being sick. it's been weird these past few days, not in a creepy moody way, but just the fact that everything feels strangely unfamiliar to me is odd. for starters, my eating habits so not me anymore. work's been dishing out some bad news and yet i am unaffected. i don't even feel guilty for being lazy by my standards. in general i don't even care that much about other people anymore to think i could have very well strangled a few for being utterly i don't know just for being themselves but i managed without ANY drama. i figured i can't do do anything about them so why bother. and there are a lot of other petty things that don't seem to matter if you have chills everytime you get home.not to worry though because i am working back towards the familiar. i'm back to actually spending late nights writing down stuff and planning upcoming days. i even sneaked in a last full show movie and this entry.
i've struggled with making good choices but i know i'm doing okay, so far.
(1:36 AM) ♥ tal
